So today is the start of the rest of my life..I think I've finally accepted that I'm on my own right now and that I can be okay without him. I'm not expecting it to be easy, especially as I have GCSEs to get through but I'm going to try as hard as I can.
So far today I have:
- Tidied my room..it's rare..
- Found a recipie to make for dinner so mummy doesn't have to do it when she gets home from work
- Drunk hot lemon water so I feel all detoxed and clean inside
I plan on spending the rest of the day revising and not eating crap. Also intend to go for a short run and do my pilates; its amazing how much better I feel after just half an hour of it. The reason for all this is purely that I have put on a fair bit of weight and now feel like a bit of an unhealthy heffer. The weight gain is due to stress over exams and a certain boy who treated me like shit for 3 years. It's going to take a while longer to get over him properly I think but I'm most definitely making progress.
Also when mother gets home am going to persaude her that we should purge the cupboards of all the shite that is in them and all go on a healthy eating regime and sort our lives out because we're all feeling crap at the moment, which is mainly my fault, but I'm working on it.
Also when mother gets home am going to persaude her that we should purge the cupboards of all the shite that is in them and all go on a healthy eating regime and sort our lives out because we're all feeling crap at the moment, which is mainly my fault, but I'm working on it.
Don't think anyone will read this, but hey!
Love you all.
"if there's one thing I hang onto,
that get's me through the night,
I ain't gunna do what I don't want to,
I'm gunna live my life."
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