Sorry to be a pain (or not, because, as James says, I am an emo, so I like moaning, in an annoying, and badly punctuated, way) but I am incredibly frustrated. Big Brother is currently rotting my brain but I can't quite take my eyes of it in favour of reading law reports, it's just not quite the same! I really really want some diet coke, I just can't be bothered to get up to get some. Luckily, I get to have a lie in tomorrow, that makes me incredibly happy and then after that it's time to start blanketing my town with my CV and references to find some sort of employment for the summer.
Now, here is where the problems start; I'm getting supremely disillusioned with the whole thing if I'm honest. I don't have a concrete place at any 6th form, reputable or otherwise and it's beginning to sink in just how far I have to go to get where I want. Also, I miss a certain boy who isn't my boyfriend but who loves me. Which is nice ^^. I also still miss my ex, which is absurd because, as everyone keeps reminding me he was woman beating scum who fucked me over at every opportunity..Always did like the bad boys. Singing lesson tomorrow, last ever ever ever with my teacher who has known me since year 5 -sob-
Sympathy from friends via msn and facebook if you please? Lottie..call me. Thankies (love you)
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